well well

Just spent some time reading the super robertson chronicles from 2005 and before. Originally i wanted to see what kind of thoughts i had when there was only one child in our family. i have to say, there were some pretty good laughs in there... this whole exercise has had it's moments. i remember when i was going to stop playing music, or at least stop pretending that i am in the music business and fold all operations and find something else to carry my dreams. I was going to try to be a writer, but then the reality that i would have to spend hours every day, which i don't have under current circumstances, kicked in and the music was there to be played. I remember Smash telling me that me not playing music was utterly ridiculous, which is a point that has merit, and in reality i am barely in the "music business". Then again if anything is doomed it is the "music business" as well as the "environment", of course. but those are other bones to pick