idk

Do you know what IDK stands for? It means "I don't know" and i found this out just moments ago when i figured that it was time for a little blogaroo but i needed a topic so i went on to chatroulette to ask some random stranger to give me a topic. i ran into (among many things) a pack of young girls (20 years old) who saw me and yelled gross, started laughing and then called me a pedobear... which is not a good accusation, but that's what you get for going on chatroulette. It's a place where people jack off to each other... which is fine by me but then people on the site assume that everybody wants to jack off to them which is not always the case... not saying that i wouldn't WANT to jack off to them, i just wouldn't... being a father of girls and more importantly a man on a mission for a topic for a blog... which is clearly more important.

The amazing thing is that the girls never use a person like me for information... sure i'm a worn, fat, balding, ugly, unkept bulgy eyed sideburned old bastard but i also know the mind of a young man and could provide some insights if people were interested in fully using the form of communication. It is almost like a real opportunity lost... i always like talking to older people on the off chance they can give me a few nuggets of wisdom or even better some well defined cases of the stupidity of mankind.

anyhoo i finally got somebody to give me a topic and the topic was idk, which was basically an answer to the question "please give ma a topic"... "i don't know" was the answer (in the form of idk) which is a good answer because it is an honest one and one that people rarely admit to. There are so many things we don't know but rarely will we admit that we don't know them. We just tend to carry on like we know the answer because we might seem stupid if we didn't... and surly people would assume we are stupid if we said that.

The other side of the window is kind of like this bizarre belief that technology will save humans no matter what damage we do to the environment that supports our ability to live... in this case we say we don't know but we actually do know... we being the knowlege that is available for those who want to see it. It is then that "i don't know" becomes an excuse to just carry on and say "more study is needed".

I don't know a lot of things... languages have always eluded me, why people pay for cable TV is another... i don't know why people ruin their lives to "be real" for a chance in a million to be a rock and roll star, i don't know how i got here other than a series of events where one chance won over all of the others... i don't know why i go on chatroulette as nobody ever wants to talk to me... i think i'm pretty good on the chats... i come up with a lot of points that other people do not... and maybe that's the problem

IDK