June 17 2007

Emily




Hailie

So those 2 Buzzers are a week old tomorrow... all in all not bad. It was the 3 year old Kaiya who was up screaming all night last night. I guess these things happen when you lose attention to others you do like the others.

And another thing it appears that Younger's night is actually on Tuesday not thursday so i guess there was an error on those posters after all. Much change. I played some music today for the first time in what seemed like *** insert metaphor here***... it was kind of nice. Having a new house and some new kids can give a man an opportunity to check out his life. Kind of like the time some dudes jumped out of a van and tried to smash my head in... you review things in your life for signs of happiness and such.

I am so very fortunate to have never bought into the whole "Music business" scene... i haven't lost anything. I have missed many experiences... or have i. And there is the great unknown... my life is good, my friends are stellar, i like my music and i play it with people who feel likewise and contribute greatly to the cause. Perhaps you may have noticed that i occasionally fly off the rails on some rage pertaining to marketing and such.


Well so i got this cell phone before CT went into labour... to contact me when the event should happen and of course you can imagine my blood pressure as the salesman threw plan options my way... so i went with the "pay as you go"... being that the idea of a cell phone irritates me. none-the less it comes in handy every now and then so i am down to $1 left. So i go online to the Shit site... i mean Bell site and you can't just log in and buy some time... I could go to the store an buy a card and phone it in, or i could register on a "Pay as you go plan"... my take is Fuck off assholes you got my 90 bones for this shithole phone let me buy some fucking time without rooking me into a conversation with one of your shit eating salesmen... (to be fair the guy that sold me the phone was all good). It is that idea in humanity where everything HAS to be geared to sucking more money out of people. I can buy anything over the internet except time for my fucking 90 dollar phone... that would have been free had i signed on to get soaked for the next 3 years.

I guess a lot of my problems with music come from the same root... which is why i play for free every wednesday night. I will not be part of that system.

I should get some sleep